today i woke up. again. how many layers of sleep am i hiding under??? every time i think “this time i’ve really woken up” i still seem to find a deeper layer to peel. wow. what have i done to myself to bury me so deep inside so many different sleeps. i wonder what this layer has to show me. very excited.
so deep, that you feel as though you are fully there. you feel as though it is fully your reality. i dreamt last night, (an awake dream) and a voice deep within my dream softly and powerfully spoke to me. I Love You. this voice spoke this to me three times and the last time that it said it, is when i actually understood and felt to the core of my heart what this love was, what this love felt, what this love ment and where this love came from. i don’t think i have ever given any recognition to myself. you always give recognition to those around you family friends animals whatever whoever but never does one give a love recognition to oneself. and last night i got a chance to feel this recognition. and it felt magnificent!